the night before.. mum came to my room, talked to me about many things.
some are the same old issues about church, nt wanting be to be baptised.
and there are new issues.
i noe she has always want me and my bro to do well, be sumbody successful in life.
'cos everyone sumhow just look down on us?
again, she started become teary.
i know she had always been working so hard for this family. many ups and downs..
even when i was young, i brought so much trouble, heartpain to her.
as i was listening, one thing onli came to my mind..
If only she knows God :)
Even knowing so much things are just popping here n there in my life, yes I worry and that's not good.. I'll try my best not to worry. Ah! But eventually.. I know God is listening, there for me.
He gives the best comfort, even He does not speak.
I'm awaiting for that one day when He will start bring forth the big miracles in my family.
It's just like weirong.. exactly.. the same night her mum came talking to her, about the same old issues in her life again..
guess.. our mums are the same type sumtimes? :)
we're gonna be patient, and wait!
Love me for who I am