now its march..
soon its gonna be one yr in hoGc. looking back.. my, ive grown so much..
its funny i used to think that going fer worship session per wk is busy enuff for me.
it was stupid thinking.
from D6-D3.. a dream team.
gotta say its really exciting to be busy for God!
its true i may have lesser freedom, and sleep lil.
but with His presence around me, it just keeps me going.
recently i have been thinking what happen before I became a Christian.
I did ask God this," God, what if I convert but when I need You, then I pray. What if i backslide one day and forget about what You have done for me?"
Now...
I don't know how to give up and just let go, going back to the life without God.
but.. I know.. with God, my capacity will increase. Thus, able to do more and more things with better efficiency.
YEAH! that's the joy inside of me. :)