dad's temper is not gud either..
mum told me sum awful stories abt grandfather from the past..
din noe things were THAT bad.
i only knew i was very sensitive to his crazy drinking habits since young..
but he is jus old fella now.
he has stopped drinking..
i dun hate him anymore.
he is dying..
and there's nth much we can do either.
i jus dun like the way mio dad is "forced" to take up the heavy responsibility.
he has to bring food to mio grandfather everydae between his work time.
apparently mio grandmum refuses to cook fer him.
she is pissed.
and i wonder WHY.. har.
have no idea what's goin to happen in the next few mths..
and.. i jus feel that every year,im attending a funeral.
sad to say, pple are dying arnd me.
its nt abt being sad exactly.
but the feeling jus doesnt feel gud..

alritey, i guessed ive to go back revising..
life's gonna be lidat fer time being.
I CANT WAIT FER AFTER O's!