Friday, February 17, 2006
Written down @ 12:35♥
this wk passed really fast..
all i can rmb is sch hw and hw and still hw..
can feel the stress building within me..
i did very badly fer the math tests..
i dread taking mio locus test back esp...
jus duno wads with me?
jus mental block.
i just cant think of any solutions fer the qn..
jus when i take back the papers, i can start doin the corrections..
so its either im slow, im stupid or mio nervousness is affecting me too much.
everyone's improving.. even ruiguang is improving fast..
even evo's helping me,
i felt lagging behind..
and i onli managed not to doze off in cls this wk..
urghs. feeling so damn vexed.
there are times in cls, im almost on the verge of crying.
forced myself hard to enuff to keep the tears within mio eyes.
first time, i get so worked up over studies.
O lvl yr's really pushing me .. sighs.
just lke today's geog remedial.
mdm zainab kept giving me those stares.
which i dun really lke.
im NOT slping in her cls alrite..
she asked me to give her mio ans.
she was so fierce to me..
mans, it really spoiled mio whole mood..
im already trying mio best to listen to her lessons.
previously she asked me whether i read the case study.
i din jus lke most of the pple.
i admit and she jus shook her head..
what does it mean?!
dammit, she really doesnt bother!
no matter how hard i pay attention or how much i score..
she dun seem to be happy abt it.
seriously, just hope things will get better.
that i'll catch up or sth..
im getting sick of telling myself its gonna be alrite everytime i felt disappointment.
anywauy, todae's fun..
we got drenched in the rain.
haven done tt fer quite long..
and one thing, im lookin forward is
weirong's coming mio hse tml. =)
anywae, here are sum of the firework photos from last wk.
they are v. nice rite. =)
