i cant deny FAC can be fun. it brings back memories. but not now. esp. this is mio o lvl yr.i am still struggling HARD fer academics. im sick of teachers calling me to wake up. im sick of dozing off in lessons. im sick of nt able to complete hw fast. im sick of not understanding wad the hell teachers are yakking about. im sick of slacking. im sick of being the last few in cls. its just mio fault that i cant prioritise. but NOW im sick of the pple persuading us about FAC issue. their words kept running thru mio head. over and over again. the common aim: we gotta go FAC.

ahhhhh. firstly, angela cant make it. cos she has a very very impt church camp to attend. there is nth she can do.. so we have decided not to go. one fer all, all fer one. simple as that. jj sounded so casual when i told him our decision.. its WUN be the same. lke huiling said, it'll feel funny. A-KUKU team does things together. after we made this decision known, snrs started callin us.. at first, i told melvin if the date's changed, im okie to go.. but, soon.. i realised whether going fer CAA, or fer the sake of our last yr, more factors are poppin in. TIME, STUDIES, COMMITMENT. mans, really cant afford to go fer FAC. the rest of dem also wanted to focuse on academics too. yes, we did promise to do well in 06 FAC. i dun lke to break promises but now lookin at our circumstances,we have no choice.. FAC and O lvl, which is more impt? last yr, it's a total scacy experience. perhaps we did not know how to balance our stuffs. but at least we have the end of yr to take amplitude tests. but this yr when everyone is focusing, being so goody to hand in their hw on time, managing to have ample rest, what is gonna happen to us? we need to build our foundation, and once we do badly fer O's, its over!

and .. we really really really dun wan angela to feel guilty. angela, its never ur fault alritey. we truly understand that how impt this church camp mean to u. we stay together always. even we regret nt goin, at least we regret together. but guess all of us are willingly to give up FAC fer the sake of academics? and i was tinking, if in the end we go fer this FAC, will our effort be 100%? will we able to find trainers? pj and sinyee also have to be busy with their sch stuffs.. will we have enuff time to learn new cases after our remedials? Will we have time to read up all S&Ss? it may be said its possible. but how possible can it be? to wad extent? if we wanna go FAC, our determination, focus should be all dere. jus lke 050305. sighs.. alot pple are bound gonna hate us jus lke the nationals issue. why our team always.. get such .. situations? ...

sighs. so great fer a day esp. we lost the debate to 3e5. alot things to comment. quite bitchy. whatever. but i just have no mood to continue now. the nite's gonna be long.