went town with xw todae. woke up at 11pm though. felt lke sum piggy these few days. hahas. was havin a sudden fever ystd. jus popped in a panadol. though mum was pestering me to see a doctor. argh. NO. hmm. im practically broke. B-R-O-K-E. bought a low-cut converse sneakers. took photos with xw. saw. er. william and sihui. the others i duno them. bought sum other stuffs. i lurve this mth LIME magazine.

after dinner. went to visit moi granny. gawdd. i felt lke . well. wtf. she was singing karaoke in her hse when her husband is slping. supposingly, his family members tink he has CANCER. it was totalli ridiculous. without any hospital check-ups. they tink he has cancer. well, they lurve their dad havin cancer so much, might as well prepare his coffin. treat it im jus mean. blah` they r making a fuss outta nth. and none of the children came and visit him. goOdness me. why shld moi mum den. this is so.. dammit! and all moi granny does is to complain how miserable she is and fussed abt this n dere. oh shutup pls. sick of listening to their craps. a bunch of ignorant pple who realli jus cares abt themselves. selfish. argh. i hate them. oh well, whatever. what can i do? even in sch, i get stares from that cousin of mine. what's his problem? blah`

alritey. is morning. 26th of october. mr abdullah's birthday. kinda msging him now. whee` more than a yr now. feeling abit hungry rite now. hahas. alrite. ltr`

things i'll never sAy`