Sunday, August 01, 2004
Written down @ 11:52♥
well.things are always gettin sooo much better fer me. two words: screwedup. thursdae wasnt a great dae fer me. thinking I might die of dehydration. lost so much tears, I guess. the surroundings r practically swirling arnd me. jus wish the next min. I'll jus collapse and shut the world out. all cos of HIM. I wun tok to him anymore. wish him dead.
todae's zhihao bd. din c him sadly. or else he'd better b careful. hees. wen can came back. but was abit rusty. nvms. had fa practical test. was pretty nervous. well, ended up. we flunked of cos. as usual. seems lke made no improvement from the previous time. the whole thingy was kinda confusing. and somehow lost of wad to do. frankly speaking, I was kinda pissed n disappointed. well, mayb I wun be selected. sighhs. den let it be. stayed back fer a while fer NDP trng. shuli bought us sweets. loads of things happen todae. and SJ rm had short circuit. almost exploded? den she was realli .. hot-tempered. forget abt the matter anywae. todae was stressed-up. got briefing by timo. and it's lke. nxt yr we sec 2s r gona plan the presentation nite.. gawdd. we not ready fer that yet. somehow. actualli wana stay back, revise case. but.. feeling pretty tired. and I also duno why.
went hm to slp. until evoO called me. tml they're helping to choose a top fer nxt wk's dinner. aint going to town. so nvms. got loads of hw to handle. and just cant realli kip up. the wk after is fa theory test. think gonna give moi best shot. and ron called me toO. but I was slping. its abt regina..
well.. it sounded lke we're the ones at fault. and she's the pathetic one. one word- poser. being such a hypocrite toO? everyone felt "betrayed".. had that rotten feeling, ya noe. its the truth we found out abt the real her. not the issue that had happened that pissed us off. things r not getting better.. screwed up a frenship. she and her pack of lies totalli blinded us. nobody xpected it that wae. she had pushed us over the edge. perhaps everyone is getting sick of lies. okies, mayb not everyone. lies and lies. practically lies all the time. . somehow... "gareth gates" had made us see the truth lying beneath. not trying to be mean. pushing all the faults to her. but does she treat us as true frens or just purely followers or whatever replacement fer boredom? its a fact that the line is being drawn. had enuff..
